When I was young, I was fascinated with the story of the Hundredth Monkey. It was a cool story to consider as having truth in our world, a hitherto unknown force that works behind the scenes that brings significant change. When I experienced kundalini I was taken into worlds of knowing that I later read about as being a fixture of this experience for many. They called it “secret” knowledge, but in truth, the only thing making it secret is how we ourselves are balanced within us. Two sides, one of which can plumb the infinite. The liberation of kundalini in me was a liberation of my awareness and the two energies which I felt side by side, in an embrace within me, long before I even had a name for this thing that had gripped me in its embrace. This was itself very clearly the union of two seemingly separate forces that had somehow managed to break through some cognitive barriers I had erected that kept the experience out of my awareness. That’s the only difference between me and anyone else who still lives in Kansas. One of the clearest and most persistent understandings of how this universe within me worked and does work is that while we have a linear side to our energy and thus our consciousness, we also have a nonlinear side to us as well. It is that nonlinear side, the yin, or divine feminine, that cracked me open in degrees, a force so strong that it felt literally like a tsunami wave. What it brought was a knowing. Back then, seven years ago, I looked up into the night sky and I could FEEL all of the people who were waking up. At the time, I didn’t even know it would turn into a global phenomenon. I didn’t know that there were waves of us being swept into this new experience and that I was part of them. What I knew seemed at first fanciful to my old mind…the one which used to live in Kansas….on the one hand I knew this in my bones but my rational mind did not know how I could have such an idea like that unless it was as true as the northern star.
While we are so often used to how we normally experience things here in the physical, let me suggest to you that there is an entire world of effects that are based on an opposite or “reverse” method for how our rational minds tells us that events can and do come to pass. We are most often used to an experience that shows that if anything is to be done, we must get out there and do it ourselves. But no, wait, there is this other side. We don’t pay it much heed because it sounds entirely magical to our limited rational brains. Silly even. It is nothing short of miraculous and serves as a way that great change can be at the very least potentiated within the core of humankind. It is nothing short of the Hundredth Monkey. In the words of Kate Bush, “Just saying it could even make it happen….”
We think we are separate but this is not true. We are in fact bound and connected through vast energetic ties that connect us on many levels one to the other. We have connections to the planet, to the atoms around us, to people we know, to people we have never met yet who we meet in dream to do important work. Maybe that seems fanciful, or merely incidental, but it is in truth not. Even the atoms have in them what we have in us, from the smallest to the largest, and this thing is in everything. It ties and connects, it makes everything run with the same common waters. We just don’t see it or taste it, but it is there. It is possible to feel it, to even experience it, and we do this through consciousness, the very thing that scientists use without realizing it to see and judge the world and turn around to say that this part is not trustworthy. Silly, right? We live in a sea of electromagnetic energy that binds all of us. It is George Lucas’s “Force.” When you awaken, you don’t just awaken to MORE energy, you also wake up latent senses within you as well as increasing your awareness of the capacity of these two forces running inside of you in greater amounts. And this energy brings awareness. Not always total awareness because you cannot see beyond your own current karmic entanglements that currently exist within you.
We have all largely been shut down in regards to the right side or yin energy that moves in our consciousness, and it is this energy that is NOT linear and has the power to move mountains for the very fact that it is part of a wave instead of a particle. By being able to tap this side of our being, of consciousness and even of the forces bound up in the atom, we can actually leverage ourselves significantly. How? Well, just thinking it, hoping for it, then letting that thought go out into the universe actually DOES have an effect. Most people are too asleep to even see how their thoughts are creating their reality. I know because I was one of them. I didn’t have enough observation to even pick up that fact. I knew it only as an idea I knew was true. Now, I do not live in such ideas as I live in a world bound by forces that I see in operation every day. The world is as you are. Belief is the combination lock to what is possible. Being aware that YOU are waking up and FEELING this energy on the planet, then, is huge.
The more you can feel into it, the more you can let it flow, the easier it becomes for others to flow also. Just by becoming aware of a new wave within the wave, a deep and secret realm of feeling also makes it possible for others to stumble across it (quite by accident, you know….). The power of this side of our awareness is really huge for us and it represents one important way that we can help bring change. I know that this is so because concepts that had not been entertained before in any printed format are emerging almost in perfect timing with one another. At the time I wondered if some writers were reading my work because what they were describing were concepts I had come across within myself and through no other outside agency and which had not existed prior to all of this. What I suspect and what I feel in my bones is that we can and do harness the limitlessness within us when we do this and when we do, the effects are significant. All of these things are swimming in these waters. We pluck them like fish from a deep sea.
It may sound or seem like a lazy person’s path to change, but I promise you that even though you do not see it or taste or touch it, its effects are nonetheless real. Just by having enough people who can feel and plumb a given depth will mean others will wind up reaching that place as well. When you wake up you wake up to the awareness that all of this is connected at the most intimate of levels. The awareness alive in me is now the Collective Consciousness of humankind. THIS is my consciousness now. Like a vast sea, I feel all of it. One giant voice that are all voices. I got there through a series of releases of old material that moved me from uncertainty to certainty. Instead of seeking to change the minds of scared humans caught in the old paradigm, I simply pray and focus and meditate in order to serve to bring energy to new levels within us.
I have seen how what one does can heal others. I have come to the conclusion that this effect can be seen in the healing method called Ho’oponopo. Dr Hew Lin, a practitioner of this method was able to heal others simply by healing himself. He did this by simply picking up the files of patients in a mental hospital and healing whatever it was that was in him so that it could change the outcome for the people whom he had never even met. The result was miraculous change. People who were considered lost causes were moved out of the hospital. the idea is that we all mirror the world (this is the connectedness I mentioned earlier) and when we shift something in us, the healing of that cord releases tension in the lines all around us and can free everyone we know (potentially) to experience change themselves.
Honestly, you do not need a practice. Holding this knowing inside of you like a great energized secret is really what I sense deeply makes the most change. The Wave represents a form of intelligence in the universe and it knows what to do. Just let it do its work. Be a vessel for it. Just saying it could even make it happen….
Waking The Infinite 