Part of me didn’t want to come here, but another part had made a promise to.
This world is like the womb of heaven. It awaits its opposite to bring heaven to earth. It is how the soul guaranteed that we would enter into relationship: with ourselves, with each other, with matter itself. Our myths contain elements about this union of opposites. I see them as much in us as in the world…for we are a part of it. We are learning about the aspects related to creative energy. As our relationships often bear out, we are imperfect with it. These polarities exist in our two brain hemispheres, our two sides (left and right) mirror it as do the sexes, the yin and yang. The great secret is it has been in us as well as outside of ourselves.
This relationship is multidimensional in nature, existing at many levels at once. It is in the atom, the cell, the soul, and exists as a unifying element that can lead us to our salvation. It can also lead us to our doom if we refuse to understand it.
Presence here, to be more realized, has always meant breathing awareness into this world, into ourselves, to bear heaven to earth, to recognize a trinitarian consciousness whereby two opposites within merge and birth a third consciousness, a synthesis of the two, an ascendant aspect or quality in our consciousness that leads us each to a greater life, better awareness, and with time: bliss. Some fold that quality into higher vibrational relationships that offer redemption and cleansing. It can also be done alone, and is done alone (even when in relationship). It is along one end of the spectrum of awakening dealing with the archetypes of the divine feminine and masculine.
This redemption isn’t achieved by believing that earthly existence is somehow flawed, broken, or inherently bad. It is instead waiting for us to make it into what we will. Each one of us has a part to play. You need only listen to your own inner voice. The Buddha within points to this inner knowledge as did the Christ…and both tend to point away from physical life as some ultimate answer seems to loom. The ultimate has always been here in the power of the present moment.
The delights here are a mirror of what exists in spirit. They always have. To what degree are we each good at translating that reality here on earth? Right. There is a lot of work to be done.
I find that the way into this work is to regard our experience here as filled with possibility and adventure. The sensual need not be eschewed, for our desire isn’t a force leading to our downfall, but to its opposite, if we can realize what the forces are at work: opposites not made to snare you, but to teach you. When we surrender to them a transcendent quality in us knows just what to do.
Be an earthling, take part in its wonders, know that this is a place to learn, a place where we each agree to dream an experience that has in the past felt like a “fall” into density. I came here to raise that dense vibration up by adding something to it in my own personal experience…to experience it, to share it, and then to tell at least one or two more souls about the alchemy that our souls and bodies bear. So much shame that was not necessary.
For me, the height of the spiritual is seeing the physical as an important part in the cosmic play. This is not a place to be feared but a place to be redeemed…and we are the ones whose beliefs need to be remade and redeemed.
Physical and spirit, two ends of a spectrum. I leave you with the words of a man who got it:

I appreciate the part that you play in this sensate experience. I am one who sometimes needs others’ positivity to remind me that there are wiser options than spewing bile against my decision to come here, to be born! Keeping a sense of spiritual responsibility is probably one of the easier ways to maintain a sort of witness mode when life gets intense. BTW, I looked up Walden just yesterday!
I very much enjoyed reading this piece – thank you. This is partly because it reflects so well some of my own feelings about being here!
The voice came suddenly and unexpectedly spring 2020, a couple of months into the ‘happenings’ which started that year: “This is not your place. You do not belong here.” That voice certainly put into words the lack of resonance that I felt with what was going on around me. I felt as if it was time to go ‘home’. At the same time, I have no sense of where that ‘home’ might be. Unlike some other people, who will tell you that home is in Orion, or the Pleiades, I have no special sense of anywhere. Some of us, I suspect, are wandering souls, travelling through the infinity of space, and dropping in wherever seems appropriate for our little works of ‘planetary consciousness enhancement’.
Yes, I feel a great ambivalence about being here. It’s important to acknowledge that feeling. At the same time, we have all turned up here for a reason, or purpose, even if it is dimly felt at time in our conscious minds. So – best get over it!
This being the case, I try to put into practice what you recommend here. Embrace this place, embrace this life, including the physical aspects of it. Look out for the wonderful human beings who are here, who exude joy, who seek out the truth. Do whatever you can. It may seem small, but maybe that is a false perception….
I feel you, Ian. I have a daughter who tells me much the same as I feel myself, too. A feeling of being a bit out of sync with the soul of the world somehow…or maybe we are all riding on some merry-go-round that has the flu or something….or maybe because the leaders are just that corrupt or….
Over time I have come to realize that I have been from here, there, and everywhere a bit. I think we all have storied pasts…and sometimes those pasts, if they are diverse enough, can maybe lead to feeling a little out of sorts sometimes. I would like very much for our leaders to show more of an enlightened stance, especially our leader here in the U.S. who appears to be plunging Europe into a very difficult Winter season…for his desire to sink Russia. If we could just live and let live…
I really had you pegged as a Pleiadean, lol!
Well maybe I am a Pleiadean, at least somewhere down the line! Some of the material that comes from that part of the Big Picture does tend to resonate.