I often see forecasts for energies, and while I am aware of the body of people who have awakened on the planet, I can’t say that the energy forecasts have had much relevance to me. I think that I have been so active clearing material over the years it may be that I grew unaware of the energetic landscape to a certain extent. I say this and I can also admit that around the time that awakening came I was aware of a lot of pretty strange energies which I attributed to the earth and cosmos. And after all, the Schumann Resonance did begin to change a lot in the earlier part of Y2K, as it continues to do (and that can make you feel absolutely crazy sometimes). I sound so certain and oh so clear, don’t I?
About a week ago I posted a quick little post about getting it right, and it was the week before that, that I began to feel like something had just turbocharged in my body and inner awareness. I can’t lie, it has been alternatively bad and good, but it has been more intense than I can remember it being in a long time. I have had this odd sense of being self-conscious like I was the first few weeks after my awakening, feeling like I had a giant neon sign over my head saying “Awakened!!” I was relieved when I found that no, no one could feel it or notice anything had changed. I would later read how Buddha had wondered the same thing, if people could tell something had happened to him. The only difference was they didn’t have neon signs….but I bet that if they had, he’d have made that allusion sure as shooting!
This energy is a bit of a double-edged sword. When it is so strong it can be very distracting. I have found it hard to do much of anything with any degree of full recognition that it was done. A day of work will fold in on itself and I turn around, as I walk across from the studio to home, just 75 paces in all, and I wonder what I had done all that time, because the time felt like it had simply evaporated. I will have put in a full day with many pieces made, a lot of sweat given up to those pieces, and it is as if a world just pulls in on itself by virtue of my being so present that I sometimes cannot remember what it was I have just done. It isn’t that I can’t, it is that I am swept so powerfully along a tide of bliss that honestly, I could care less. When I am in the bliss I am in the moment and in the moment it is easy to forget things….not because you don’t care but because that is how things are. I know how that sounds, but how different is this from the Buddhists and the Zen teachers who taught non-attachment? I think this is the same. I have it in some areas of my life, but not in others (like relationships — I appear to have pretty solid attachments in regards to those).
In this last week especially, the energy has gone from bliss to stronger and stronger. It feel like a channel is getting overloaded sometimes. I begin to have the feeling like I just need to find something that I can discharge this energy into. I described this to a friend recently as feeling like I am like a lightening bolt without its ground. The energy just seems to build and build. Since bliss is so close to orgasmic energy, this has gotten difficult because it seems like if there was something working in me to clear out some old stuck energy that it would have done it by now. Normally when kundalini begins to work in this way, it is doing something to clear my system. It just does it on its own, this intelligent energy. Maybe I just reached a new peak or ability to hold this much bliss, but I have my doubts about that (but check with me in another month – if it is still pegged up high then maybe I was wrong and this is the new normal).
It’s in a place such as this where I began to wonder if I haven’t been interfacing with the world somehow. Sometimes really strong raw energy in the world, reflective of hard emotions and deeds, I seem to feel as pure energy without knowing what that energy is. Ripples in the Force, perhaps. Sometimes, often actually, I will feel the intensity of it, which can feel fantastic, but then I will get some symptom or edginess with it that tells me there is more to this that I am not seeing or sensing fully. I consider that maybe this is energy out there that has been stamped a bit too hard with the thinking of others that were less than enlightened. I want to disabuse you of the notion that energy somehow “belongs” to any one person. Instead, we swim in a nondual stream where all is one while also individual all at the same time. Saying that one drop of water in the ocean is somehow “yours” in a case such as this is kind of ridiculous. At a certain point, all can be known once you get past the barriers that you have erected before yourself (and which I seem to still have since I don’t always immediately know who put this vibratory stamp on this batch of energy!). I have begun to consider this past week that this might be tied to some world event or other. And then Ukraine happened. To be fair, this run-up to Ukraine has been on a slow roll for years it turns out. It can be real easy to jump to conclusions that this crazy energy might be tied to the events on the other side of the earth. I am not convinced they are, but it’s possible. It’s also possible that there is something wrong with me, and I wont discount that either, but if that is true then the bliss is acting in a protective role in this case. Yes, this is me ruminating. . .
Then I hear how Pluto transits or conjuncts with the U.S.A. on 2/22/2022 an event that hasn’t happened before since about 1776. Pluto is about death and change. It isn’t necessarily about bad things, but change…uh…
Yesterday and today have been a peak. The energy just continues to drive as hard as ever. I have begun to wonder what the point is. Breathing, meditation, nothing calms it.
With the coming of kundalini there also came extrasensory abilities. At first their evidence appeared as blips on my screen, the result of mere coincidences where I thought of something and found out later that what I had thought about had happened, or that when thinking of a person I could see where they were even though I had not ever been there or had that location described to me. Over time I found that these happenings were consistently taking place, repeatedly (not just a one-off) and my sensory take on whatever I was picking up on had a high percentage of accuracy. Now, of course, I have read about how in Eastern practice and their knowledge base in India that abilities are one of a number of signs of the presence of kundalini.
By having this energy pegged so high lately, I have been able to experience something that was very noticeable to me at the time, which was the notion that in the energy there is…..information encoded into it. It sounds a bit strange or counterintuitive, but when I first had interactions with this energy during my initial awakening period, there were signs or symbols in my dreamscapes that revealed a kind of psychological or psychic/spiritual language of sorts present in the symbols of my dreaming (codes or letters in light or in water, for instance). These symbols had a very definite character to them, but were also unlike any form of writing that I have known or seen before. What is curious is how similar those symbols are to what those who have attempted to reproduce them who have also seen them in dreams and meditations. The symbols look somewhat, although not exactly, like Hebrew writing.
I would also add for anyone who is familiar with this language which some have called “light language” it seems to me at least to be a language less about words as it is about describing state of being or intensities in awareness. I also suspect that this language is also tied to the phenomenon of speaking in tongues, known as glossolalia, and which some call ‘light language’ which many people describe singing or talking in, which gives a release or flow of energy that strikes me as being the same kind of release as kriyas do. These symbols may in fact be more like code that makes up the landscape of feeling instead of just thoughts. Anyway, I have suddenly felt closer to this language all of a sudden as well as feeling as though I am in some version of a Matrix movie where everything around me has information encoded within it (which I suspect it does). My Matrix movie, though, develops its plot without violence.
The point here is that beneath the energy lies what I sense is a data stream for lack of a better word. When the energy is strong that stream becomes more obvious to me. This happens because the reality is that sexual energy alters consciousness in such a way that certain ranges of cognition appear to open up in rather fantastic ways, but they don’t always open up during ordinary intimate encounters, and so can be missed entirely. I don’t feel this undercurrent until the energy begins to get to a certain level, and it is as if the energy serves as an illuminating presence that reveals to me that this transmission is going on all the time and I simply hadn’t noticed it. It is a bit like looking at your router where your computer is hooked up. You see all of this data, a bunch of dots and dashes, and there is this tremendous amount of information flowing and what comes out the other end is a picture of a horse or a cat, or a spreadsheet on your computer. The question I have is what is the rest of all of that information doing? It feels like there is a lot more there that we simply aren’t getting at this point.
In the early stages of awakening I was shown how what we call time is itself a very deceiving thing because of the true nature of time outside our system of reality here. I was shown that time itself is real, but what we see here is only one aspect or facet of a much larger phenomenon, which is itself a kind of energetic radiance. The teaching here was that outside the world of mass and gravity here, time is very different. Outside out reality everything is accessible all at once. The sense of sequential events is overturned a good deal as those who have experienced NDE’s (Near Death Experiences) describe how everything felt like it was happening at once, or that they had access to all times, lives, or existences. I was shown that under such a state of awareness what we think of as our snail-paced linear transformation that has taken lifetimes in our earthly perspective has already happened “over there.” I had a hint of this reality in a past life as a man who was crying for a vision as a Awaneechee in California in the mid to late 1800’s. In his vision he was shown by a Thunderbeing how all time existed for it like a landscape. This being spoke of a time in the future when I would be reborn as a new person in a time when the earth would be going through a cleansing (now), and as I looked out through that being’s eyes, I could see how it related to the future. It already existed for this being. It spoke with great certainty about the event of my birth in this world at an important time in earth history. For the Thunderbeing, all it had to do was to look off slightly in the distance to see where I was in this other life, the one that I am living today. For the Thunderbeing, all of this was a certainty, it looked off into the distance slightly and could see my life there which had not yet happened in the life as our Native American man. If this is so, and I think it is, then there are states we access where the unity of all things is not only possible but can be shared in a practical way with us here through these glimpses into these rarefied spaces of awareness. I suspect, though, that most people will want to frame them as an encounter with
God or something outside of themselves when in truth they may be encountering the god of themselves unbound by time and space where there is no cause or effect, only the realization of what we are in the scope of infinity. Its so big a thing that it can be almost irrelevant for most people here, making it difficult if not impossible to discuss with words. It may only be transferrable through direct cognition, psi (or maybe poetry).
It is this information that lends to my mind the sense of what the ancients called hieros gamos, which is simply put ‘sex with a god.’ This was clearly a facet of human experience in many cultures, and it is curious to me, and perhaps telling, that people felt close to the gods when intimate. I suspect that this is so because of the effect that bliss energy has on consciousness. It is interesting to me that in my life I have had two women both describe a precise account of an experience during intimacy with me that involved seeing energy as a star field that sped up and exploded, and how it was that this experience that they both experienced was tied in some way to our physical intimacy. In each case, we were experiencing ourselves in a higher nonphysical form. I think that the idea that the gods may be in us or that our awareness expands in certain states to include a much larger story has been there for a very long time.
I have long been aware of a presence of my higher self that comes forward during meditation and in acts of intimacy. It only happens when I am completely surrendered and feel at ease with who I am with. It can’t be forced, and sometimes just an expectation of it being there on the part of my partner can be enough to make me feel self conscious enough to make finding that state elusive. There is too much of a feeling of being on some stage. All this to say that this is a very natural phenomenon that has arisen as my consciousness has expanded or accelerated over these last fifteen years. As I reflect I realize that right now is very close to the anniversary of my awakening.
In fact the period of time that I have been feeling such intense energy corresponds with my awakening in early 2007. Added to this is how Pluto is coming into the picture (is there anything to any of this planetary movement?), and what is up with the world at large. It becomes very easy for me to wonder whether what I have been experiencing is a synchronized anniversary event that may have been exaggerated by the very turbulent energies at play in the world stage that are now playing out in Russia. Whether or not that is so, I can say that whatever you think you see playing out as the official version of reality (a public narrative) is most certainly not what is actually happening. One thing is for sure: the world is drenched in deception, and there is a lot of it happening on a daily basis that often has more to do with how one person or country wants an outcome and is willing to lie to get it.
OMG….He Is Going Political…
Right now the narrative at play on the world stage is that Russia is an aggressor who is invading Ukraine. That is true, but what is also at play are how Western forces, especially the U.S., who have been meddling in Ukraine, going so far as to pick the people in the government in a recently discovered recording leaked to the press has revealed. Ukraine was supposed to be for Russia a buffer from NATO and now the Western allies are going against that promise which was made by Reagan and Bush when the fall of the Berlin wall was front page news. Most people see what happened in Ukraine through a Western lens, but there is more to the story, which includes Russian wanting to protect itself.
Right now there are a bunch of narratives being pushed that hides the involvement of Western forces in a conflict that is being represented to appear to be a straightforward invasion by Russia when in truth there is a lot more at work, but because of how much faith some people put in corporate media, it means that the narrative they want to put out gets taken up by a large block of the population. For those willing to dig there is another narrative that tells a different story. And what is taking place right now in this regard is no different from what has been happening for hundreds of years. It’s just that the deceit has ratcheted up considerably from where it was fifty years ago in the U.S.A. If you don’t agree with the Orthodox view then you become a kind of outcast and that becomes your punishment. For some people that means losing jobs and their place in society as a person of influence, say. What is interesting to note though is that in this system, those who push back and fight this effort to silence through demonizing, people have won back a level of credibility again (which is a ray of hope for now).
When I awoke I could feel the mass of deception turning in the world even though I didn’t know specifically what it was at the time. What this sense has done is it has led me to investigate news story more deeply, more thoroughly, to see if there is more to the story than is being reported. On the one hand it can look like someone like myself is being paranoid, but as is often the case, I will find out later that my concerns which were rooted in a feeling of deception in a world event and the reporting on it were founded in truth, but not one that was immediately apparent. I will also say that in order to do this requires that you clear away as much of the rubbish within your subconscious because the self has to be clear to get a clear signal. I am not suggesting that I am some great psychic, though. I am not. I have certain areas where I do pretty well, but I am not always 100%.
Can Our Inner Senses Save Us From Ourselves?
It is against this backdrop that I often feel rumblings months and weeks before events taking place. I, like others like me, can detect the smell of deception most often, and while we may not always know exactly where the deception is in world events, they can often be seen once the events have rolled out. In some cases anyone can see how what officials say often falls apart when scrutinized, so this is not always a hard thing to do for the average person as it now stands, but to feel it coming down the pike and not being aware fully enough to know that there is a new version of “fuckery” coming our way or what form it will take exactly is the real challenge at this point. In that space the awareness is beyond physical sensory capability, and this is just where we need to go as a race just to keep people honest. Once we get to that level we will be able to see events emerge just before they do, or as they do, and be able to see how they are in fact constituted instead of how they are sold or represented to the public, we will be much more able to fight against this endless need to spin and lie. It is possible for us that in the future we will all be able to smell the rat in world events. There is this old axiom that says here on earth we can hide things, but in spirit all things are known. I think we are in the process of knitting spirit more closely to our world here, which itself serves to alter how this reality can be experienced. If we can raise everyone’s awareness as a simple matter of course, I think that would spell hope for humanity. As was said in the movie Avatar, “We must first cure you of your insanity…”
All of this to say that I think that we can be more aware of what is happening around us because it may well be streaming through us as a kind of coded light signal much like the computer code that makes it possible for you to see a horse or kitten or that spreadsheet on your computer screen. I know that I can feel it and often dip my toe into it in order to begin detecting what is moving by at the speed of light. I also know that this is happening all the time, and under certain instances, I am more aware of it than in others. The fact that I am more aware of it through sexual energy is very curious to me and I think it suggests to me that in meditation I may need to extend the level of surrender I feel in intimacy to my meditative practice. While the bliss is constant and assists greatly in staying in that nondual state, I sense that there are more blocks to knock down, blocks that I think are entirely artificial and unnecessary. I do wonder whether sexual surrender and bliss creates the same required state needed in order to use psi abilities correctly, that is, an empty mind that doesn’t seek to insert what it think fits but instead waits for the information to come (the difference between tuning in a station and making up what you think that station might say were you to be actually be able to be tuning it in).
It seems counter-intuitive but clearing the mind is the first precursor or requirement for clear and uncluttered psi sensing. I am reminded of this person I knew who was convinced that she had superior psi ability. She went on telling me what I was thinking and feeling and over and over again, it was clear that she had done little other than insert her own fears and beliefs into what she thought was a genuine sensing ability. Because she believed that if she was sensing psychically, it had to all be correct. That was the logic that appeared to be used. She had superior intuition, she had after all sensed all of this material (which was completely off the mark). This was for me an important lesson in learning to clear away all the crap within that can cloud inner sensing. It is soooo easy to want to insert something that you feel is right instead of being that still receiver, like a radio.
One good thing to come out of all of this has been my reaching a point where I began to sit back and kind of laugh about it all. Somewhere inside my heart I just wanted the people of the world to be good ethical people. We aren’t, though. Self interest flies through the air like flaming arrows, all at cross purposes with others in transit as they create chaos in the world. It is what I call The Big Ugly Beautiful. It’s ugly, that is true, and it is going to probably stay that way, and the point may be not to have a perfect world, but to be perfectly human and not take it all so damned seriously.
I looked at all of this, the whole thing, and I thought how what we really need is to spend more time sitting down eating meals with one another, seeing each other for who we are and not judging. Everyone is on their own journey, and everyone is at a different place than everyone else. If asked I would have said to those angels to save Sodom, because the whole world is like that. Perfect? What a heresy that is. Come, have some smoked pork. Or try this salad…stuff your mouth and just look at the light in each person’s eye. We are killing everything that we eat, come join the celebration of death and life! Maybe we either find a way not to kill through our technology or we find a way to be humane in our killing so we may live. It’s a conundrum, don’t you think, all this killing in order to survive, killing that none of us really wants to look at or acknowledge is happening (so it’s done behind closed doors so we don’t see the slaughter)?
We are all so different but also much the same. We have spent centuries feeling shame for the very range of energy that might free us from our bonds, which is this crazy thing I feel when the sexual energy is driven or pegged high enough, which is how everything is like a vast internet and I am plugged in, plugged into some great cosmic play of divine union second by millisecond….and I really don’t know how to even say it to anyone except myself.
I lean back in my chair and my back cracks from mid-back all the way up into my shoulders. My muscles are just a little tight, causing those bones to slip out of alignment. And yet, with one gentle release of breathe and leaning backward, those bones all line up like they know how they are supposed to be. DO we know how we are supposed to be, what we may be in a fuller or larger context? Is it even important to seek that? Will it do any good for this, our corner of Sodom? My back will fall out of alignment in another hour and I will lean back, arching backward over the chair back as I feel that delicious alignment brought back to rights…I am clearly unclear on something niggling at me, though, but it isn’t clear enough that I seem able to just find it on my own. Maybe by saying that it will signal to my innermost self that a challenge has been thrown down for it to delicately deliver to me….maybe in a dream, maybe in the midst of meditation, maybe in that gap of thought that transpires at seemingly random moments during the day where I become inattentive enough that a bigger story can be told and my mind can absorb it. I could say that this is as simple as a need for all humans to have communion, but it feels like there is more than just that on offer, there is a new world rising. Can we understand what that ultimately means for us, or will we sink back into our illusions again because they are the devil that we know instead of the strange angel of our better nature. One thing is for sure: I am not going to find it sitting here for another minute.
Dinner is served at 6 o’clock sharp…
Waking The Infinite 
I seek vicariously through you as your thoughts and understandings float through my mind, but something about this post was different – particularly the last two paragraphs, in which it was my heart that I could feel expanding, and I say YES! We need to be in the now. We need to enjoy life and each other. I was “red-pilled” back in 2008 and no longer follow “the news,” and when someone informs me of this or that, I can only say or think, “I am not the slightest bit surprised.” What still baffles me, though, is how those with the most power (in the worldly sense) cannot see that they are weakest of all…weak with greed and lust for power and heartlessness…and I just shake my head, unable to digest how many people walk this planet without a conscience, without a heart, with no care how small and large actions ripple out to affect not just humanity but all beautiful creatures, plants, everything. And some do not care, and they laugh arrogantly through blood-lined teeth thinking that they must be as important to everyone as they are to themselves. And somehow their agenda continues. That is what causes me to shut myself off from the world and seek, as you do, the true truths, even truths like: there is no reason to seek; it is all here! But as far as more and more people waking up to extrasensory abilities, I can only assume that Spirit is here to help us through this dark/light polarity – those of us who are innocent victims with our own power, the power of persuasion and awakening others through these letters/words/strands of thoughts. Peace and Joy to us all.
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I appreciate your wise words as always…
I think the red-pill moment for me began in earnest about a decade later, although I haven’t watched the news in over 20 years…but by 2016 I felt myself drift away from political and even social “sides” and began seeing all sides…and this has made me in an odd minority where I am inbetween, wishing we all got along better while holding our elected leaders’ feet to the fire, or to account. Sadly, we are ‘led’ by some of the least enlightened amongst us, the greedy, the power hungry…
Thanks for sharing what you’ve been feeling. I do tend to listen to a few different peoples energy reports just to see if they resonate at any level. As for energy carrying information, I can’t remember when I first learned about it, but I do remember realizing that Universal Life Force energy I connected so intensely to through my heart has many qualities – one of which is carrying information. Receiving this “knowing” was part of that experience. And during healing sessions, when I am so connected with my higher self, this has been confirmed repeatedly. Unlike others I don’t receive light language symbols, but have a drawing done by a local intuitive as part of a reading that contains these symbols as part of the drawing – and she vocalizes light language as well, both spoken and sung.
You are welcome…I think (I complain a lot lately).
I suspect there may be something to the forecasts, but most often I’m thinking they might have more to do with someone’s own process. That’s a lot to keep up with in and of itself.
I’m not settled on just what this is. Maybe it will clarify later, maybe it wont. One thing it did do, though, was it triggered a cleaning frenzy this week in parts of my studio…and I am nowhere near finished. It feels like parting the sea or a fog. I had an hvac guy who was going to come to check a control board for my air handler that pusges hot or cool air around and he stood me up twice, so I researched the control board (fried from a mouse crawling over it) and ordered it myself. The air handler hasn’t worked for a few years but it didn’t matter much because in cold weather the furnaces warm the space and in Summer I turn on my industrial ventilation so its worked out kind of….now there is an impatience, a need to sweep out the cobwebs and move things into another gear. Maybe this will call in the people I desperately need to help meet demand…who knows, time will tell. .
Fantastic post, and excellent comments. Possibly in resonance with what caused literata 72 to say and feel as he or she did, I came across curiously emotional during the course of reading all this. There is something going on, and something being communicated here, for sure. Thank you.
You seem to go through periods of relative inactivity on this blog, followed by veritable lava flows of creative energy! I am reminded of Mary Shutan writing of her kundalini awakening, and how she would go through periods of outer inactivity followed by times of intense creative work. She wrote an entire book in two days, apparently (maybe it was a short book, ha ha!).
The Ukraine fiasco, or whatever it is, brings to mind a little observation regarding seeing through knee-jerk dualistic thinking. The immediate response – egged on by the mainstream media – is to play the good guy – bad guy game. Who is the good guy, who is the bad guy? I suppose that there sometimes are good and bad actors on the field of world events, but to withdraw from that game is surely a step in the direction of gnosis. More often it may be a case of ‘well, he’s a pretty bad guy; and the other one doesn’t seem to be up to much good either’. In this way the grip of fixed dualistic thinking begins to be loosened up. Which may be a good first or second step for some folk.
I have been sporadic. I have been spending more and more time with my studio business the last few years.
Hello Ian. 🙂
Yesterday a friend pointed out that we very recently went into a conjunction with both Venus and Mars AND we went into conjunction with Pluto. But do I even believe in any of that stuff? Everything that’s said about all of them astrologically seems to fit how I feel, which is that the two parts which make up that syzygy (how Valentinian of me) and that has been pressing for particularly powerful energy have gone into overdrive…but it also has this raw hardness which isn’t how I usually feel it…it’s usually just this very nice bliss that chugs along on a fairly even keel.
Is it planets? Is it world events? Are world events THAT different than usual?
I mean, there’s a genocide happening in Yemen, volcano’s are going off, a pandemic is winding down, govt’s trying to go to a digital dollar, war criminals run free, and the oceans are dying. And have been. And devaluing the pound or the dollar? Caesar was doing that over 2,000 years ago.
Am I just trying to find a reason to complain?
Is THIS why I feel as I do??
Bingo
Gee, Parker. Something really different is happening now. As you stretch out the energy codes in your spine, my spine has curved in 2 places, developing scoliosis in the past year. Thank you for this post. The signposts are disappearing. It’s like we are entering a wilderness. Keep calling out for us. We will hear you.
‘The signposts are disappearing, we are entering a wilderness…’ Quite possibly. All the old books, the received wisdom, no longer quite does the job. We have to rely on our own heart, be finely tuned to our inner voice, our instinct and intuition – in brief, everything that our ‘education’ has taught us is useless and ‘primitive’! It’s a steep learning curve, but we have no choice, do we? We also have one another, and little places like this are valuable meeting points for those who may understand us. For a little discourse with those who will nod and smile as we reveal our craziness – which is the real sanity…..
Feels true.
Well that’s pretty crazy Sydney about your back. Undue tension in the musculature? What’s odd or coincident is that I have had to go to stretching my back…DAILY…in order to keep it feeling right. I think it’s happening between the 8th and 12th cervical vertabrae. I have this chair in my studio that flexes with me when I grasp my head and pull it forward, stretching my neck and shoulder muscles…THAT helps, but I feel like I have to do it each day and I still have an odd tingling suggestive not of energy but of a possible pinched nerve. Anyway, I don’t think that’s a problem except bad posture from tight muscles. I might need a good masseuse. Just mentioning that for you to try stretching your neck. I have a great stretch I can show you or describe thay might help.
But something happened in regards to my energy and it was pretty dramatic. I had some shelve supports to make for some industrial shelving missing supports which I decided I would just make. It involved cutting these tabs into a small piece of angle iron so they would fit into the shelving like the originals. I had to forge two ends of the supports in addition to cutting them to size and cutting their ends so the tabs could be made. Chop saw, welder, forge, blah blah blah. It went quick and I had super duper supports in a day.
It involved me on my knees, making contact with the earth but also handling metal. Metals are electromagnetic. They put off a small charge, very low…add a different metal and some sodium between them and the electric potential goes way up. I just described a battery, see?
After being in contact with the metal work my energy felt calmed considerably….noticeably. It was about to make me feel crazy. My being Pisces, according to the things happening lately, doesn’t help apparently. That was two days ago. The effects have lasted for ALMOST two days before trending back up this past morning again.
I am curious whether going barefoot might help my condition, so I can ground myself electrically. I need to try that and see. 90% of footware is made with an electrically insulating rubber sole…which keeps us from grounding ourselves. There was a very interesting documentary done on this topic of grounding. I write about it, perhaps a year ago. Demonstrated effects on the body from going barefoot outside.
Today, while being on my feet all day I had customers in the studio. All were women. When I would touch the blow pipe to take the glass to be heated while they stayed sitting at the bench I found a corresponding sense of calm taking place. I don’t fully understand it…maybe electrically we are different male to female. Maybe it was coincidental. I did feel better after being on my feet in rubber soles on concrete all day. It was a pleasant surprise because I was feeling a little cranky and not wanting to do glass with beginners (which is unusual for me: sure sign I’m not feeling like myself!). Yadda yadda. . .
Maybe it has to do with balancing the energy…a short circuit going on. I remember when you posted about walking barefoot. I haven’t done that in over a year. Funny how the women seated on the bench seemed to calm things as well. Pisces as spiritual as it is …is very volatile…needs to be channeled, grounded, like a lightening rod. If you would share your exercise, that would be great. I’m Leo, with Pisces rising. Thanks.
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I suspect the people may have been physically grounded while I was not. Just touching a metal pipe might have done it.
That said, though, many years ago I knew someone who described our relating, which was from a great physical distance (this was a telepathic connection that we had), as being as my grounding my energy through her. That though had nothing to do with my local physical energy being grounded, however. It was like a higher level energy effect. Does physical energy acrue/connects into to that realm of energy? I suspect so. With physical matter described now as energy at a different vibration…..and consciousness is energy so? It was never anything I analyzed, it just felt like the natural dynamic between us. I think this is often the dynamic between these kinds of connections, or it thus far appears this way, whereby “transcendant” soul energy is tapped between what appears as two opposites with a totally nonlocal dimension to it all, which makes it have these curious psychic effects.
The stretch is while sitting or lying down, you grasp the back of your head and pull your head forward so it stretches the muscles in your neck. If you pull your head forward slowly you can feel the stretch going further down your back. You can, with practice, and by how you roll your head, neck, on down your spine, syretch very specific areas of your back. You can wind up stretching your back muscles all the way to your tail bone this way. It’s a gentle stretch, and it works best when your body is warm because muscles stretch more that way. Maybe after a hot shower or similar if the muscles are tight. Just go gently so as not to injure or tear anything.
Thank you, Parker