I only want one thing for you, if you are blazing with the fire and rushing with the rivers running through your heart and soul as your body is taking this wild ride of awakening: to make it count.
You can push this beyond what you think is possible, you can reach for the ripe fruit. You can dare yourself, you can reach uncharted waters. I have been there, and I am egging you, nudging, waving my arms. Its here.
Imagination is the portal through which you will go. Learn to trust it. If you bring the awakened state with you, as you sink into it and it fires up, a world will emerge before you. Blank slate at first, but hush, be quiet; its up ahead. I am pointing you to the impossible. I am asking you to make the unknown, known. Now lean into it. Lean into it and ask a question….but that question should be something that you are really interested in. Its not stock quotes or the lottery; you are here for the secrets of the universe, right? Ask about how things go, the root cause of things. Do not expect an answer, just make the call inside of your mind. This is the inception. It broods, it grows, it gestates. This is how it goes. Wait. But be ready. At any moment, it could come. Make awakening your friend, make it your partner. In it will be everything reflected. But disbelieve that you can even do this and poof! It scatters like light in rain.
Then you are lost. You are stuck with what you think you know, relying on what your senses have been telling you, which is itself a limited story. You don’t need to read or acquire knowledge in the old way. There is a new way, a way that has been used for a long time by a very few people. It isn’t magic, and its poorly understood. It just takes getting in the right grooove.
Feel with your body. Stop the mind. This is how you shift out of the physical senses. It is also how you can make your awakening count by doing this. It does not seem legitimate simply because our world is awash in the belief that you can’t do this. But you CAN. I have, and so can you. Sink into it, and let the mind go blank. Its easy once you know how. So slip into that delicious space where you don’t have to think or worry, you are in that place where you feel Presence. It is YOUR presence that meets the Tao. The One. Its simple, no thunderclaps. In fact, no one would believe you had done it, so let the haters hate, the empty suits just be empty. You have this. It is all done through feeling. Its how its been done for centuries. FEEL your body, FEEL your energy. Let it grow and increase. Its so simple, so easy, yes? Get quiet. Feel those eddies and currents begin to flow and increase. That is the first part. Your mind goes quiet, you focus inwardly. You are almost there…
You let your body FEEL it and the mind goes silent. There, as you wonder if its even working, is the first thread. Just grab it with that empty mind and don’t worry what will come. FEEL it! The more you learn to feel, the more of it that will come. This is the secret. This is the reverse of rational thought. It’s okay, you can do this, you have permission. Play. Consider. What is there to lose or risk? Then, it will seem as though some part of you is magically coming up with ideas, images, concepts. They will slowly begin to resolve. Reach beyond what you think is possible. It is like being suspended in thin air and all of a sudden land builds around you to support you: impossible, you think. But there it is, a world is forming. Let form build. See where it takes you. Everyone will go in the direction that they are most intimately interested in. That is always the best stuff because it is so close to your heart, you see. Your imagination is stepping beyond mere production to reception. This is the other side of what imagination is! As you go, things add up….ideas stack up in your head. You feel excited, you feel inspired. It all seems crazy, your rational mind is in fits. You let the rational mind go in circles for a while longer as you tease more and more threads from thin air.
I will tell you that I saw how matter is formed from energy using this method. I wanted to know, but I did not know how it could be known. Weeks later as I sat in a park I felt the inner Presence speak: “Look at the trees” it said. I did, and I felt something pull me inward through their leaves and cells, down into their compounds, atoms, then subatomic particles. All of this, through my third eye, I saw as if in my imagination a world explode into view. I was there, feeling the warm breeze and watching carefully as my child played in front of me. I was all completely there, tantalizingly present, totally aware of everything, yet this energetic presence was supporting me and showing me another channel. My mind was fed information about that place where matter turns into energy and energy into matter. It took me years to untangle it, to understand that what I was seeing had been described by such great minds as Plank, Heisenberg, and more. I knew what I had seen was true, but really, who would have believed me? I hadn’t gone to school for this, I hadn’t studied for years in books, and I hadn’t worked on advanced formulae. I simply got pulled down into it and saw it first-hand. I related to what I was feeling. I FELT the phenomenon as an atom might feel itself. I WAS the phenomenon. I had to translate it, make it into something my mind could grasp. But I did, and you can too. All of this took only moments. I kept going back to it over and over, just to get a better look, and to satisfy my rational mind that it was real. Of course it was real. Doubters will always doubt, and that is the rational mind for you…
Seers have done this for centuries, and because it was so poorly understood they were often oppressed. You do not need to fear this this time around. The world supports this, this way is built into the very molecules of life and matter. It is encoded into the All like light shines through our world. This thread can lead you to many other worlds and can fill your life with inspiration, creativity, and life. It IS life. A forgotten life….but you can remember it, and the more who do this the easier it will be for others. I have blazed a trail as others have, too. Just follow the path of least resistance into the underbrush. Feel the currents pull you. Trust the universe in the wisdom and structure built into it.
We can all do this, it isn’t so hard. It is reading the light. It is teasing strands out of the ether, and it can be used for the good of all. We can learn how to do this and we can teach others. We have this one moment in the sun of our illumination where this can be done and passed on. It need not be covered over in myths and legends, or in misconstrued notions about how reality is or might be. You need only consider that it could happen….
Waking The Infinite 
Thank you so much for this, Parker. I do some writing each morning, and after a while the thoughts & concerns become FEEL and the gate opens and everything slows down and comes forth. Yes, the threads becoming visible. Yes the atomic or sub particle viewpoint, like the sun, as always known. In a moment, moments, very simple and without any doctrine or fanfare or learning, the way it always has been – all the earlier (and important) learning is like the veg put into the pot to make a bouillon. Important because we need to know the map, then walk in the country. We need to know ourselves and where we are gullible.
So invite it every day, because it is an INTERACTION, not a thing. Yes, the open question, like ‘Who …?” and wait, and pick up that very subtle thread formation which flowers. Go for what seems at first non-existent mist, the space between the clumps of mind. The alchemists called it the work of the Sun.
The subatomic interaction is timeless because within it time moves back and forth, like in the particle-diagrams (tao of physics). Unadorned and mostly noticed is this natural state. But wherever it happens, it awakens elsewhere also. And this present century is actually built open for it. The stress and upheaval is its shadow.
Nicely put, Jane. Glad to know it touched a nerve in you.